GUYS!!

I don't know what to think anymore. One minute I can't get a boyfriend to save my life and then the next minute I have guys falling all over me. I started talking to this kid that my friend Ashley wanted me to talk to and it ends up he likes me...here's what he said...

him: so hows the life of love

me: haha...or lack of...im kinda giving up of guys...stupid...i know but i mean every guy i like doesnt like me so its not really worth it any more

him: dam

him: it
me: yeah

me: haha...why do you say darn it?

him: nvm

me: no...tell me lol

him: i no its weird since i jyst met u online but i like u

He wants to go out with weekend if he doesn't have a lacrosse game but I am kinda hoping that he does. I don't know if I really want to hang out with a guy that is that easy. I like a fight...the whole fun is the chase. I mean, yeah I wanted to go out with Ryan but I kinda liked playing hard to get and stuff like that but it sucked when I found out he didn't like me. If I end up going out with him this weekend I think I'm gonna double because I wouldn't really feel comfortable with just him...it would be weird...we have only ever talked online and I wouldnt want to get stuck with him if he was wicked boring. Hopefully Kelly will be able to go with Garret and then I can hang with Cory but who knows.