It is so weird sometimes how things just kind of hit you. I realized today that I wish it was last year. It was so great last year in the eighth grade. No one cared if they had a boyfriend and everyone hung out with everyone else. Now people are emo and others are preppy but no one hangs out together. What's worse? Everyone has a boyfriend/girlfrend. I hate it. Everyone moved away to other states and we don't talk to them anymore, friendships were broken that we thought would last forever and everyone likes someone who doesn't like them back. I was thinking about the dance that we had at the end of the year...our Semi-Formal. The week before I asked this guy to go with me but another girl had asked him. I was bummed out but I moved on. My friends told me that he would have rather gone with me but Emily had asked him first. He knew that if he went with me then I would dance with him but Emily would dance with every other guy there. At the end of the dance, they hadn't danced together once while I had danced with a few other guys. The DJ said that it was going to be the last song of the night, Graduation by Vitamin C, and I walked over and asked him to dance. If I hadn't done that then I don't think that I would have realized how much I liked him. We just stood their rocking back and forth holding each other and it totally felt right. It was weird but I liked it. Then earlier this year, he asked out this girl Kendal. She was pretty and all but she was boring. I thought that if we had hung out more then he might have asked me out but whatever. So he asked her out at her volleyball game and that night, there was a party that we were all going to and he wanted to go so we made a few calls. He was invited but Kendal wasn't so I thought that it would be perfect. The party went great and by the end of the night we were in each others arms cuddling on Danielle's trampoline. It felt right then to but maybe it is just me and he doesn't feel the same way but I sure wish that he did.
Y Nicole
