Screw Everyone

Talk about a bad day...i'll just copy and paste junk...i dont feel like rewriting it::

mckennafofenna: okay so in gym class...kelly was at it again...i was like...i wonder if ryan is going to starburst adn she goes "well if he is then im gonna be like 'hey ryan...i dropped something behind that bush...what to help me find it? be right back garret!'" adn then she goes on to say..."The other day he had the cutest shorts on and i just wanted to say 'your shorts are really cute but they would look better on the floor'" so she is pissing me off...like today i wanted to cry
dancrklynn15: WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT
dancrklynn15: wow
mckennafofenna: then mason is in my english class and he gets all the guys going about how im not that tan...like i really give a fuck but then he started like taking swipes at me...he was like..."you shouldnt wear those black glasses because they will just make you more white" then they started going "Hey Elton John" so i just turned around and i was like FUCK YOU BITCHES
dancrklynn15:
dancrklynn15: im sorry hun
dancrklynn15: mason is an ASS
mckennafofenna: yeah...and i am like two seconds away from yelling at ashley because of him...and being like "YOUR BOYFRIEND NEEDS TO GET A FUCKING LIFE AND STOP MESSING WITH ME!!" ooh yeah...and then he had a balloon and he was throwing it at everyone and he went to throw it at me and he goes "ohh i wouldnt do that...your face is already messed up too mcuh" like fuck the whole freaking planet today
dancrklynn15:
dancrklynn15: he reeli is an ass
dancrklynn15: haha
dancrklynn15: and u liked him
dancrklynn15: yiiiiiiiikes
mckennafofenna: okay like i would rather SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FOOT than talk to him...like no wonder i want to get out of leominster...the guys are fags...i cant get a boyfriend...and there is nothing here for me
dancrklynn15:
dancrklynn15: im sry
dancrklynn15: but listen to me
dancrklynn15: dont make ur whole life tryng to get bf
dancrklynn15: theyre guys
dancrklynn15: big whoop!
dancrklynn15: yes
dancrklynn15: they are fun
dancrklynn15: but still
dancrklynn15: your young
dancrklynn15: why
dancrklynn15: why
dancrklynn15: would you wanna weaste ur time trying to make stuff happen?
dancrklynn15: let stuff happen on its own
dancrklynn15: thats what im doing
dancrklynn15: and things seem to be going fine
dancrklynn15: i could care less, i dont need a guy to make me happy
mckennafofenna: i just wanted ryan to like want me...like i dont care if any other guy ever likes me...and i dont need a guy to make me happy but i just need something...like i cant handle all of this lately...i punched a wall the other day i was so pissed off...mason was saying my name all day but when i asked him what he was talkign about he was just like...nothing
mckennafofenna: i cant take it anymore
dancrklynn15: dont let it get to youuuu
dancrklynn15: i know but just let ryan go
dancrklynn15: you said he wasnt interested
dancrklynn15: why linger on something that isnt going to happen?
dancrklynn15: thats what i reilized about tj
dancrklynn15: haha
dancrklynn15: and
dancrklynn15: idk just dont let him get to u
dancrklynn15: mason on the other hand
dancrklynn15: i think you should deck him in the face
dancrklynn15: and kelly
dancrklynn15: shes a WHORE
dancrklynn15: and ryan would NEVER want her
mckennafofenna: i try not to think about ryan but i cant get over him...like i try to think about other guys but then i just compare them to ryan and how he is just so perfect...i mean like he is everything i look for in a guy...it just sucks that the one guy that i REALLY wanted to like me could care less and doesnt even want to write anything back when i write him a note...i just need highschool to be over NOW
dancrklynn15: 3 yrs left bbgy
mckennafofenna: im tired of balling my eyes out every day when i get home from school
dancrklynn15: it gets worse
dancrklynn15: be prepared